I’m too scared to weigh myself, I don’t want to know what it’s going to tell me. I’m still too heavy, and I’m still too big, and it’s half term this week so I’m just at home which means I’ll eat more. I need to make sure I’m out as much as possible to stop myself just binging when I’m bored. I need to work out some way of keeping my head on the image i want rather than the food my belly wants. i mean, when i think about it i don’t even want the food that much it’s just something to do and it’s so stupid argh